I am writing this post basically to myself. I want to remind myself how hard it is to breathe today, and how short of breathe I am and how crappy I feel and how much I hate it and how much I can't wait to just breathe and be normal and do everyday things again. I want to be able to read this when I am up at night scared of having another transplant, scared of the process, scared of the waiting, the unbearable pain, and everything else. I just need to remind myself how hard today is because it makes it harder to be scared.
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