Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Bad Mood

I'm in like a really unusually bad mood for me today.  I was supposed to be heading to new york for a doc visit but it's going to blizzard so that has been put on hold.  This is great news because I hate driving in snow, and I was tired and grumpy to begin with.  But I'm grumpy and this is unusual.  But really it's truly super super annoying to wear oxygen all the time.  Listen, I am 27, I want to be out doing normal things.  It's really annoying to drag my tubing around, to get it caught on things, to get dressed with it, and listen the other day I stepped on the hose and it ripped off my face and I literally was just so annoyed and frustrated  I started to cry.  It hurt my ears and it really pissed me off and I wanted to punch a wall that I'm really here AGAIN needing new lungs.  And it's just all emotional and annoying and tiring.  And I just needed to vent.  You know what this means, this means I am going to shop online today because this makes me feel happy.  And my bff Lindsey might stop by and maybe watch the black swan with me tonight or at least just make me giggle.  I need giggling. 


  1. Good job venting!!!! That is the very lest you deserve to do!!!! You are not a complainer and you have a lot of "shit" going on at such a young age!!!! Shop on line until your heart desires!!!! YOU ARE SO AMAZING!!!! Enjoy all the giggling possible with Lindsey tonight!!! Love you beautiful!

  2. Your texts made me smile. I can't wait to see you and I can't wait for you to take me on beach trips this summer to all your hidden little places! :) Love you!!

  3. Bloomingdales is having a sale on all their designer spring line bags... One of those might put a smile on your face.