Tuesday, January 11, 2011
I'm in like a really unusually bad mood for me today. I was supposed to be heading to new york for a doc visit but it's going to blizzard so that has been put on hold. This is great news because I hate driving in snow, and I was tired and grumpy to begin with. But I'm grumpy and this is unusual. But really it's truly super super annoying to wear oxygen all the time. Listen, I am 27, I want to be out doing normal things. It's really annoying to drag my tubing around, to get it caught on things, to get dressed with it, and listen the other day I stepped on the hose and it ripped off my face and I literally was just so annoyed and frustrated I started to cry. It hurt my ears and it really pissed me off and I wanted to punch a wall that I'm really here AGAIN needing new lungs. And it's just all emotional and annoying and tiring. And I just needed to vent. You know what this means, this means I am going to shop online today because this makes me feel happy. And my bff Lindsey might stop by and maybe watch the black swan with me tonight or at least just make me giggle. I need giggling.