I'm having a lot of trouble gaining the five lbs back that I've lost and it's partly my own fault because I am so tired of eating, too tired to cook, feeling not that great and so on. My lungs have really taken a hit over the last 2 weeks and I think I'm in the place I was before my first transplant. This is how sick I remember being I think, where basically all I could do was lay on a couch all day because my lungs are just working so so so hard to do anything and sometimes even thinking of doing something gives my lungs trouble - seriously. So last time I got a false alarm call in October and that was great for all of us because we knew that meant we were at least moving in the right direction and real lungs were not far off! And then I got the real call November 12th. So I can only hope this time things happen the same way. Please pray that lungs come, I guess when they are meant to, and everything is as it should be.